Monday, September 13, 2010

I dunno if I can do this...

So....the whole point of creating a series of 2 things that I am passionate about was to number one...possibly speak to someone, like me, who really is kinda bored with the same old me, and wants to see what else is out there, and can it work for me too?  For a very simple example, I heard someone say that they had 15 mascara's to review.  WHAT?!?!  I don't think I have owned 15 mascara's in my whole life.  But maybe I can watch enough reviews, pick enough guru's with coloring similar to mine, and try out THEIR favorite mascara.  Then tell you what I think.  See what I mean?
The second part was that I was/am just getting more and more frusturated with the whole thing, that youtube "celebrities" are untouchable.  OK, lets be honest some if not most of the really famous youtubers are guys that if they were in your circle of friends would probably not be the cutest, coolest, or most chill guy there.  But on youtube they can take 4 minutes and turn their personalities into something that MILLIONS of people can't go a day without watching.  It's un-freakin-believable.  And now, when they want you to jump in their project boat with them you cannot FOR THE LIFE OF SWEET BABY JESUS get an answer to a genuine question regarding that boat.  Tweet them, comment them, Ustream them, BlogTV them, Send a fuckin carrier pigeon, you aint gettin a nano-second of their time.   Now let me do a quick disclaimer to hopefully ward of 2% of the hater comments ya'll are composing in your head.  It's not everybody. Yes I know, they get 10's of thousands of questions a day.  Or my favorite....Fuck You, you're just jealous.  OK I am not jealous.  In future posts you will see that I have the self confidence of a chia pet.  Not even a good chia pet, like a cat, or a person.  I'm like one of the dumbass, very last in the clearance bin, Santa Claus chia pets.  So anything you say isn't going to hurt me, anything you say I have thought about myself already. 
I just think when someone says how appreciative they are, yada, yada, I will get into that more another time that after being a fan for TWO years and in that time sending comments, questions, tweets, emails, and NEVER getting a response kinda is a blow.  And not the good kind.  Anyway, I really, really, really, want to do this series, I think it is a good idea, and that there are other people out there like me that would enjoy being a part of this community.  Is there? Is anyone out there?  I dunno, if there is, please, leave a comment, because if this is a massive waste of time I don't want to suffer constant panic attacks at the thought of making a video and then nobody even watches it! LOL
Alright, take care guys, and as always Be Nice To Each Other!
*Misty*

PS I DID post a "sorta" video on my Can You See Me Now channel, just to get something up and because I said I would, and to see if it got ANY  views.  If you want to see it, or know where my channel is, it is:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gHiQYg3EJlg

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